Wait a second, really? My INDIVIDUAL relationship/understanding, or perhaps "disobedience" to the scriptures and commands towards how I ought to "love" unbelievers like yourself; instead of subscribing to some Hollywood/false church-driven collective stereotypical superficial Christianity is an explanation of what exactly?
Please take all the room you want!!!
God created, God judge His creation with a flood, God sent His Son, and His Son bore the sins of the whole world, and rose from the dead to PROVE He was the Christ...what do you have in me that casts enough doubt that those aren't historical accuracies?
I'm not asking people to follow me, I'm not starting a church; I am just casting a light on your dark assertions and ridicule of Biblical Christianity, that can be traced/tied to so much good that has happened in the world.