Yeah? I hear you're a big guy. But I don't imagine you a violent guy.
Yeah, I've carried a couple 500 lb shipping pallets on my back in my younger days (I had to weigh it after I moved it just to see). But I am pretty non violent, until violence is around me.
Then I make the incredible hulk look like little bo peep.
I've done some pretty messed up stuff on adrenaline. It really scares me what I might do if the conditions were "wrong" enough. I've had talks with counselors about it, that's how scared I am of what I could do. I have had a couple of "rages" in the past that were not pleasant for anyone. When you have someone's throat in your hand, and they are 2 feet in the air, and the only thing that holds you back is the look in your kids eyes from across the room, it's pretty damn scary.
If that sounds like tough talk, it's not. I don't ever want to "go there" again.